which is better for me?
seriously i getting confuse and undecided..
Malaysia or New Zealand

few months back i made a decision to leave Malaysia
and came all the way to here..land of cows..New Zealand
to pursue my studies..
1 thing i know is malaysia education system really terrible
so i was jst too lucky to get accepted into Univesity of Auckland to continue my architecture degree
now i come to the point where i start to cant stand the place i'm at now
i mean not tat its a very terrible place here

lets make some points here
----Malaysia----
1.
i have my dearest family here
2.
i have my dearest lao gong here
3.
i know the place here more than anything
although i get lost sometimes
4.
i can get all the nice nice delicious food here
5.
i can get all d shopping i wan here
6.
i can feel the warmth of being home
i miss malaysia so much

----New Zealand----
1.
good education system and resources
seriously 1st time i step into the library
(to be exact---jst the architecture library)
i was so amazed with the amount of books there have
the resources and books i can get..from year 18xx till recent...
it jst......*gasp*
anyway University of Auckland is the top uni in NZ and its 125 years old d
2.
clean air
3.
i can enjoy 4 season...(but neva snow in auckland)

tats all i can list

but after all i'm being alone here
so lonely....and hard to make frens here
i dunno whether is that my own problem or wat
i jst notice i hardly go out and mix with frens
seems like i'm so anti social...
(gosh!! wat happened to me?!?!)
i was like always surrounded by ppl when i was still at high school

should i leave this place and go back instead???
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